Annual Winter Depression MMXVI

by Mutiara Damansara

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Charlize Ann Myers: Vocals, Programming
Cyanure: Guitars
Ulysse: Bass

All songs composed by Charlize
Sample on Reminiscences from "Der Himmer über Berlin" by Wim Wenders
Sample on Laura Palmer's Spiritual Brother from "Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me" by David Lynch

Vocals and programmation recorded in Mont St Aignan by Charlize
Guitars and Bass recorded in Dinan by Cyanure
Produced by Cyanure in Dinan

Artwork by Art Of Invi/Joanna Jankowska


released May 11, 2016



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Mutiara Damansara Caen, France

Indie/DIY band from Normandy that plays an ethereal mix between Dream Pop, Black Metal and Post-Rock.

[R.I.P 2010-2016]

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Track Name: Annual Winter Depression
Les lumières s'éteignent
Faisant de la ville une labyrinthe si froid
Elle défile devant moi.
Viens, prends ma main et partons là
Où les nuages noirs se seront dissipés.

Les stations s'enchaînent, leurs noms
sonnant comme ceux d'endroits hostiles, tous similaires.
Les visages absents, les couloirs confinés.
Et finalement, cette étendue de terre battue par les vents.

Les caresses de la brise, le froid de l'hiver
n'ont pu effacer toutes mes larmes
Et je me vois ainsi chaque année.
Track Name: Réminiscences
"Je ne pourrais pas dire qui je suis je n'en ai pas la moindre idée. Je suis quelqu'un sans origine, sans histoire, sans pays et j'y tiens. Je suis là, je suis libre, je peux tout m'imaginer. Là, sur cette place, un sentiment de bonheur que je pourrais avoir toujours. Tout est possible. Je n'ai qu'à lever les yeux et je redeviens le monde"

I walk under the street lights
A cold late autumn night
I am being weighed down by inebriation
Thinking how fucked up
my urban and monotone life really is
Spending my days in these dead halls,
with all those unfamiliar faces
Pretending to be someone I am not
The others believe I'm someone I am not

I think about how it would be
If we'd be still
Walking in the streets, going to the station
Under the rising sun symbol of our farewell
By tomorrow these moments will be faded away
Track Name: Laura Palmer's Spritual Brother
You left me here, on the other side of the void
that kept us away from each other.
I screamed at the dark and cloudy sky and felt that sharp wind on my face and my tears joining the rain.

You vanished without giving me the hope to see your wonderful face again
I've given you soul and you've taken all that I had left.
Leaving me forsaken.

I fell into the void, going faster and faster
And I just bursted into fire
And the angels didn't help me
cause they had all gone away.

"-Do you think that if you were falling in space, that you would slow down after a while or go faster and faster ?
-Faster and faster. For a long time you wouldn't feel anything, then youi'd burst into fire, forever. And the angels wouldn't help you cause they've all gone away
Track Name: Farewell (Bonus Track)
Can you hear it ? The wind is transporting my farewells
Can you see it ? For the snow is following so intensively
A man walking with a duffle coat, struggling against the cold

The Horizon is nothing but grey for thousand miles around
I'll find you there, lying dead and naked on the ground
Your skin as pure as the snow from last winter
I climb a hill, and face the vast.

Then the clouds disperse
And the sky becomes clear again
Burning orange surronds me
And slowly turns to violet
I howl at the sky, look at my frozen hands
They hurt so bad, it's still so cold out there
It is not the last scream of despair you will hear from me